December 04, 2007
And every half a year I lose my life for a quarter of a year becoming a stupid geek mugging away for the exams, if I don't pass, I will just go bang my head.
I am SO upset over my advanced tax paper and also utterly shocked at the unbelievably high expectations required to attempt the paper.
It's so damn tough I wonder how it's even possible for me to want to think about getting prizewinner let alone pass the paper. I thought that by studying hard, I could pass just about any paper, but no, every answer's always different, there's no way to memorise anything.
My teacher told us many times that this is the 2nd toughest course in the UK, after Acturial. Since yesterday, I think I agree. They should just raise the damn minimum age so I get kicked out and don't feel bad for not completing the course.
I am so. . . . I think I should have taken up something else like Nursing or maybe even Law. That way I don't get my butt kicked so badly. Besides, nursing is in demand I don't even have to worry about not being able to find a job. Who knows, the pay may even be the same for half the effort put in.
It's my last league, from today onwards, no more bringing of the laptops at the library. I'll most probably come online at midnight for the sake of listening to songs and nothing else.
So long for now. I've to make my way to the oh-so-lovely library I've been going to daily for at least the past 3weeks.
-nIx- @ [[7:44 AM]]
And every half a year I lose my life for a quarter of a year becoming a stupid geek mugging away for the exams, if I don't pass, I will just go bang my head.
I am SO upset over my advanced tax paper and also utterly shocked at the unbelievably high expectations required to attempt the paper.
It's so damn tough I wonder how it's even possible for me to want to think about getting prizewinner let alone pass the paper. I thought that by studying hard, I could pass just about any paper, but no, every answer's always different, there's no way to memorise anything.
My teacher told us many times that this is the 2nd toughest course in the UK, after Acturial. Since yesterday, I think I agree. They should just raise the damn minimum age so I get kicked out and don't feel bad for not completing the course.
I am so. . . . I think I should have taken up something else like Nursing or maybe even Law. That way I don't get my butt kicked so badly. Besides, nursing is in demand I don't even have to worry about not being able to find a job. Who knows, the pay may even be the same for half the effort put in.
It's my last league, from today onwards, no more bringing of the laptops at the library. I'll most probably come online at midnight for the sake of listening to songs and nothing else.
So long for now. I've to make my way to the oh-so-lovely library I've been going to daily for at least the past 3weeks.
-nIx- @ [[7:44 AM]]
